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weird heart front cover. two stamps i carved and two tear stains if you look close

february 1-march 6, 2026

i have this weird heart and i take it with me everywhere. this notebook & this month made me question the practice of uploading my finished books to my website: is it weirdly exhibitionist of such personal material? but the simple reality is that it makes me feel good to put the work somewhere & imagine it may be recieved. so here we are again, weird month weird heart. some more redactions than usual.

inner front cover, little world of echo words i heard or read or said

conceptualizing the valentine stamp i made to give to dear ones

i like this page it all flowed so sweet and everyone was just perfect. its good cuz i couldn't draw while focusing on their words so i had to get em before they started

pencil sketch of a tree in mccarren i did after work but before a show while sitting in another tree

this infuriating thing... it seems funny on paper but i almost cried. how could i know what you don't eat bro?? this is directly transcribed from reality

a girl named frances plays a set at pete's candy shop

peoples shoes on the train a good way for them to not suspect my gaze

things i overheard on the street that all came together in an interesting way

i drew this page of cats at viv's request that she might get one tattooed

just a whim i had when popping up to the bronx to see my old professor's work in an opening. not actually true... but i did eat a lot of the free cheese

got to see some kids and i loved it so much because they are living cartoons

pure transcription, i love how they talk

reflections on different emotional states... kept having uncontrollable dreams with reccuring themes

weird stillness in this one despite the motion of the circumstance

just messing about trying to feel alive with it

my friend eating chicken at the restauarant my other friend works at. yay

drawings of this monkey statue we got from mother of junk to reach the credit card minimum

lots of drawings based on one sticker i did

unfleshed out comic of vi happy the boss wasn't at work and we were visiting. i think theyre so cute

my reflections at hart bar. am i right i dont even know... i felt unseen. text above redacted.

figure drawings from a theatrical performance of oscar wilde's 'an ideal husband'

lady in an old fashioned dress on a chair

figure drawing of my friend fighting with their girlfriend on the phone in the kitchen. tense or nervous posture

bradford tom at the music inn. i was surprised by the voice and loved the music

i forget this guys name but its always fun to me when they sing with sunglasses on

jacob prince playing his old fashioned songs. he always tells the crowd that he arranged it himself

the crowd and everything. what does it all mean

little little sketch of a little tree in tompkins

lyric drawings on receipt paper at work when i was feeling too much to hold

more related to that, and a sticky note from later that i thought matched with this page

frankly pretty bad drawings of the joe band playing at freddys

ballpoint pen drawing of the boys in the band. last one for a while i think

transcription from gwen sending me a voice memo

i sat in mudspot crying and drawing for a ridiculously long time

there we go, the story below the surface of everything else

there we go, one last way to tell the story

figure drawings at the folk punk show! janiel dohnston among others.

since i was drawing on sticky notes i got to give some away which is fun. this artist is psychtooth

one more sticky note and something i wrote earlier

back pocket of the book!! theres me in the picture and stickers floating around and surplus valentines.

well you know what, that's all this time. as always i'm grateful as hell to anyone who puts their eyes on my pages. always interested in what people have to say. this notebook had a lot of work that wasn't my favorite but i believe in the power of constantly trying. i pushed through the feeling of not liking some drawings and i don't always push through things so its good, its good. i'll be back again soon. endlessloveforever